Since the birthday incident, I’ve decided to step back. I realized I couldn’t keep doing this to myself. I had to draw a line for my own sanity.
I don’t go to school events, family dinners, or late-night drives anymore. I stopped pushing where I wasn’t wanted. I stopped trying to force a connection.
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I’ve even opted out of attending her graduation ceremony. I chose to go visit my parents that week instead. I needed to be where I was appreciated.
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My wife is furious. She thinks I’m giving up. But honestly, I’m broken. I don’t know how to keep opening up my heart like this just to have it crushed repeatedly.